The moment

I was so pissed.

Wait, till now I still feel pissed. 

I'm angry of myself for not able to remember the name of the drugs. 

I'm angry of myself for not knowing what I should have known and remember right now. 

By fourth year, I should have know most of the things but that moment really remind me I should study more. 

That moment in the lab having discussion with doctor where half of the question I don't know how to answer. 

I don't like that. 

I hate the feeling of that.

Felt myself so stupid that I can't tell what drugs to give. 

I like virus, immunology, bacteriology maybe less in parasitology. GOD, Y U CREATE SO MANY PARASITES?!!  *and I'm one of it, sucking blood from my parents*

I may score not bad in tests. but look far, 

How can I be a good vet if I don't remember the name of the drugs? 

Scold myself for not being good enough!!

So, I wrote this down to remind myself of this feeling. 

Good thing is, 

It burns up my spirit! 

Determination is on again, thanks for this motivation and god damn it, I'm gonna remember all that drugs! 

Challenge accepted! 

There is no ending in learning but by the day I graduate, I'm a vet that able to diagnose and treat the patient correctly by myself.    I'm not going to give up! Not going to ashamed you and myself in future. 

OOOOOOOOOOOOSH! Gambatte! 

study smart, work hard and play hard in vet student life.

Every moment is precious *wtf I still blog. I blog to express not to impress (qouted)*

It's my life. 

I'm the one responsible for it. 

Bless me. Please. 

-Chia Lin-


P.s: So many negative post recently but positive post is coming! Wait for it!

Lesson 1 from Final: DON'T SPOT

Act smart and start the post with a quote. 

The different between school and working life is when you are in school, you were given time to study and learn before taking the test, while in latter, you learnt a lesson from the test given. 

It's the second paper from total 8 papers and 1 oral test.

And I'd learnt a lesson from today. 

Don't SPOT question during final. You can't afford to play this. FYI, this happened before during pharmacology and physiology test

And you are suppose to study for the sake of learning. *ya, it's a theory that everyone know, but man, I am just not good in time management and schedule what to study during study week.*

Nevermind, I believe at the end of this 5 years of study, I will be good in that. I HAVE to.

There is so many to study to take comprehensive exam before I can graduate and be a Vet. *shine~~* 

So, back to the story... ermmm.. What's the story behind? 

Last night, I had a some sort like group study for the final test that I'm taking this morning.

As, usual, students tend to spot. 

and here it is!  

I put it extra large size because I am afraid that you can't see the words at the side, IT CLEARLY WRITTEN THERE : Moo said won't keluar (ticks) and Moo said confirm keluar (flies)

I was joking around that I wrote it down to tease my dear friend Mr Moo just in case if it came out, I would use this as a proof that he SAID it won't come out before.

Yeah, today's question is about ticks and no question about flies.

KANTOI~! *both hands putting at the side of face with jaw dropped.*

Surprisingly, it's almost the same with the test 2 questions which is out of expectation.
(We can't blame him because we choose to follow and believe, even though I did ask him to tell me what he wrote for the second test, and he didn't.) deng! should be more annoying till he answer me.

haha, can you see how behsyiok of the Choy Yean to moo? haha. Staring at him as he still continue to tell us what did he write and what did he not write.

For the first time I hate so much to discuss about the answer after the test.
Actually it's good to discuss, you will remember it more.
Just like I remember how annoying when Moo said: have to wrote it's one host ticks, so have to use drugs again for the next 24 days and blah blah blah... See, I remember the statement together with Moo's face! fml. haih.. but not bad la, now I know more.

Learning from the mistakes.
the different of school and working life is you were given time to study and learn before taking the test, and in latter, you learnt a lesson from the test given. *repeat again*

So, I appreciate that I'm still a student. Lecturers always say, the good of being a student is you were not be blamed for the mistakes you have done or how stupid is the question been asked from you.

Friends are people that wouldn't mind being teased and would still eat happily together , laughed together after the blaming that should not have at first. lol.  Keep it up! for the coming exams. 

And say Hi to Captain

Sorry that it's not a post about the part 2 of  9 deadly words used by woman. that would be much later. but don't run away from my blog.. hehe *pity kesian face* 

And for the encouragement and compliment I'd received, Thank you so much!! Muack! *puke* haha. 

And yeah, Congratulation to Zi herk and Dyanna. So happy for him to get the best Final Year Year project award! 

I did blog BIT about him when I first create the blog. 

I am sure i will miss them both 99!! for the person I first know in vet fac! I think I would miss Vivian more because of the encouragement that i always received from her even though Zi Herk brings more laughter and jokes. =P 

Pass the comprehensive please! God bless.  

THE INTERVIEW

Yes, last night I went for THE INTERVIEW..  because I got kicked out.

I feel like not grand enough without putting all letters capital letter.
'THE INTERVIEW' looks more grand and serious than 'the interview', right?

From the legend-----wait for it---dary K17

One of my senior made a 9gag meme out of it after his car got clamped. Or should I say he sacrifices his own car to take this photo?! haha.

Ya, the red-range iswara/saga *sorry =C they look the same to me* is his car. haha.


Before the interview, I also went to see room for rent.. and analyse pros and  cons of moving out  

So, how's the prognosis?

I guess it's good.

But everything is uncertain until the result is out.

It would be out on next week.

I was called up because I put in the old merits which 1 collected  during first year

*omg, yes, it's extra and kiamsiap auntie won't waste anything valuable, precious merits  (you know how hard to collect it.)* and 3 or 4 merits collected during second year.. *haha.. guilty to repeat again*

From the interview, it doesn't sound that bad, and the felos were very nice to us. =D
*I actually wanna steal the leftover bihun goreng and fried egg (for those who do not really know much about Malaysia, Malaysia is a place that as long as there is a formal meeting, no matter how many people or how long  it is, there will be food~~~), but then i didn't. Food wasted. =( *

I was asked to be more active in college activity.

*I would try, must learn from the senior, they were very active in collecting merit during first semester, they joined almost everything to collect peserta merits*


Soon after the interview, have to start studying, because I have to. =C  I wish I can post my exam schedule here but I am so lazy to make one just to post up here. Forget it la.

Most important: colour ink penS! 

Wanna snap a picture of my study mate studying last night, but failed.
She looks prettier while focus on study.
Maybe due to her sharp nose and pretty eyes
and little chance to see her be so focusing on study!
haha... 

This is not me, it's kiamsiap auntie.
This is how she looks like when no make up, no angle capturing.
And it's the shirt too big size, not her being aeroplane wtf.  

Notice the red circle spot on forehead. That's the result of failed to answer my study mate's question and she beats me up haha.

Kidding la.

Fall asleep while study.
Notes are the best sleeping pill. =P


Continue study! gambatte and all the best to everyone who needs to study.

P.s to tempus and jokerPJ, I know you two don't need to study, so I hope your workload would increase as much as to the level of how much I need to study.

To move out or not

Move out:
pros:

1. No curfew
2. Freedom 
3. NO NEED TO COLLECT MERIT
4. WASHING MACHINE in the house, can use whenever you want and when it's needed. 
5. no need to climb up to 4th floor.
6. less chance of getting bitten by Aedes. 
7. can occupy the whole room
8. no need to move all your stuff from one place to another.. ( I think all college is the same, U will be requested to move your stuff into storeroom 
9. you can cook yourself. No worry of spotcheck
10. NO BOMBA PRACTICE at midnight

Cons:

1. Petrol!! because I wanna stay in Equine park which looks a lot safer compare to old flat and sri serdang
2. spend more time driving. 20 minutes back., 10 minutes plus to my faculty. Tiring during rotation
3. life expense increase.
4. share with roommate. 
5. Forever lonely. because If move out, will stay with seniors who has different schedule with mine
6. It's a condo, so limited carpark
7. Safety issue when walk from carpark outside to the condo. 
8. still! FRIENDS.. I need to talk to prevent sting breath. If i din talk, my breath will be stingy in no minutes CHEH~~ 
9. Not sure with the study environment in the condo. 

Time for maths calculation:
each sem $5600 income from JPA (roughly, because I really don't remember how much I got from JPA)
the rent of room that I found=$140 including water and electricity bill and STREAMYX *oh yeah baby, can't live without online, right?*

petrol $80 per month, due to drive alone. =C *according to senior whose car is fuel saving.
uni fee: 1552-450= $1002

so,
    5600
-  1002
-    840 (140 times 6)
-    400 (i count $100 and for 4 months study)
   3358

not bad ya... pocket money for 6 months..

How about college..
    5600
-  1552 (including rental fee for college)
-    200 (petrol fee including go makan, facial wash)
    3848

rm 500 different..
Deng!

$ 500 to pay all the advantage above.

Worthy it not?

I still can't make a decision. It is also depend on the the college accept my appeal not.