That one inch of dust. arrrrrchew..

Have been so long since the last time I updated the blog. I have so many things to write about, so many things I wish not forget, yet I didn't write them down, thanks to my final year project (and sudden surge of  procrastination attitude in me too) for building this one inch of dust on my blog. 

A quick update. 

Jump to #6, which is the only complete short story. Lol. 

1. Had the most wonderful Chinese New Year celebration ever in my life, apreciate the time with family more and more. I guess it is one of the sign of ageing wtfish. I would blog a complete version once I finish preparing my fyp slides.
2. FYP finally got smoother, and I dislike statistic. It's so difficult. But now I appreciate a statement more once someone wise told me: research is full of shit wtfish. Now I have more guts to deal with all kind of shit, be calm and steady.   
3. I've been staying with Chai Yun, who makes a great companion. 
4. We had our first CNY dinner with coursemates and a few snooker games as post dinner exercise. Actually we are just a bunch of students who are not willing to get back to the reality that we still have to continue our FYP wtfish. No la, it's just me. I would blog a complete version once I finish preparing my fyp slides.
5. Had a great Valentine's weekend with Monkey and his colleagues and friends. I shall named his friends as 5 bid bad wolves, and I, as red ridding hood wtfish. I would blog a complete version once I finish preparing my fyp slides.
6. Oh yeah, they said, A daughter is a father's past live valentine. So, I called my baba Ong, and shouted "I LOVE YOU" over the phone on Valentine's day (I literally yelling at the phone, this is the only time that I am allowed to yell and not getting scolded, but a lovely reply by my Baba Ong.).  
7. I appreciate for what I have and what I had. Thanks God for sending them to me. 

Thanks to universe. 

Xoxo. 

Chia Lin.

Rotten Apple

To inform you and to release my frustration and depress.. 

My phone is spoiled.

and I posted this up in facebook. 

Dear all. (No matter you care or not, I still have to post this up.  ). My handphone is spoiled. T__________T , so I will be living without handphone for a while till I get a new one. So, No whatsapp, No line messenger, No phone call, No instagram, less facebook. And don't miss me, even tough I know, you will still miss me. God bless life without cellphone. 

Ya, God bless life without cellphone. 

The thing I concern the most is N-san and his friend are coming over this november. Without a smartphone, it's impossible for me to contact with them.

*worry* 

Hope everything will be fine and one day wake up, the phone just back to normal. *day dreaming* 

And I'm so in dilemma to buy a new phone especially iPhone because of the iPhone 5s and 5c already launched in US, but estimate will launch in Malaysia around December. Which means, if I buy now, the price will drop in another 3 months time. *tumbuk hati* 

What should I do now? 

 

最感触的事 Sentimental

A friend of mine posted this as his status in facebook. 

Back to a place... filled with memories where I endured both good and bad times.

It sounds so sad. sounds so sentimental.

Everyone has a sad story. The moment when only self can lick the wound. When he was helpless. When he tot that no one hear him regardless how loud one shouts, yells in bottom.


I have a story too. Which I don't think I'm fully recovered from it yet. *But I believed, one day it will. Time heals and proves to us how silly we were to care about the person that don't fond of us.... "


To me, the most sentimental is not love, is friendship.

要交一個朋友，需要很長時間的培養，但是要失去一個朋友只要一秒

To know a friend, it takes minutes.
To be a good friend of someone, it takes years.
To lose a friends, it takes only one second.


But I didn't lose my faith in friendship.

Some are fragile, some are unbreakable, some were tot unbreakable.

A lecturer once told me ..

There is no eternal friendship. Only friends with no contradicting benefits.
T_____________T

Never tot of lecturer would tell me something like this.
But it's a life lesson from him to me.

So hurtful yet so true.


May our heavenly father brings me through this. Makes me a better person.

Love product.

Omg! My favorite blogger Aud is pregnant now.

Do you know her? Don't so fast come into a conclusion of you not knowing her. Did you come across a video titled meme proposal? It was once very famous. 

Video please.

hahaha.  

This lovely couple got married not long ago. I was so excited about it. Because you see, I see them as an ideal couple and relationship which they all have their flaws, but they tolerate each other. And it's so funny to read "things shorty and fatty said". Aud is the shorty and her husband, Timothy is the author of it. The not so romantic story but funny and real enough. 

And next greatest news is ... Aud is pregnant now!! 

Still remember last time I blogged about a visit to Nuffnang office? 

In case you never read, here is the post.

Hmmmm... realised I never post it up. *bloggerfailed* *facepalm* hahahha.
Hmmmmmmmmm....

Maybe a post that I thanks Nuffnang will do. Hahaha. Sorry~~ 

The staff in Nuffnang decorates the office very well and they had this wishing Christmas Tree which you can write any wish on it. I was so flattered when they offer me to write. 

So I wrote this. 

"I wish to see Tim and aud's kid in next year." 

And Daaaa Daaaa.. 

They are going to have a baby. Or two. Who knows might be twins. Or three. Hahahha. 

If this wishing tree can grant people wish so Cun...

I should have wrote I wanna be a billionaire, or super awesome vet who can easily diagnose every disease... Or super hebat kind of surgeon. Or anesthetist. Hahaha. 

But ya, I have a dream. Hahaha!! No, I dreams a lot. 

Imagine my future. With a lot a lot of different story lines.. 

Do you? 

Wow Wow

If you have been reading my blog, you should be familiar with these:::::: *puppy eyes* Big kitten eyes*

Those eyes are the moment I cant resist any request from them.

Did you see Puss? in cartoon movie Shrek.

How can you say nooooo????!!!


If you had a moody day, let me cheer you up!

Cute dogs!! with cute face, and two lines of tear line wtf but still cute!!

 That is Kurby by the way. He is super tamed and listen to all orders! He knows Piang (gunshot)  and lie down! *Proud!*

No enough to cheer you up?

How about this!

I know. I know the answer. hahhaa

She is a naughty but clever dog. First to run away when auntie is angry , left Kurby stupid standing there. Kesian Kurby.

Ho! Ho! Ho! Caught in action!
Bite the wire!
FA ZHAN! Very clever right? haha

She bites not long after the scolding section. =.=

Dogs. Why you bite?

Super lengthy 2013's resolution

Since I have no mood to study now, so I decided to blog about my new year resolution.

The purpose of life is to live a life of purpose 

waaa.. deep to core! haha. So! here's the list

1. Be more tidy. I'm a messy girl. Tidy is never a word used to describe me and I never wanted to be. But, for this new year and to challenge myself, I set the goal. To be MORE tidy. *Please, I didn't say I want to be a neat and tidy girl. I just said, MORE. hahaha* 
2. To learn but not memorize. To appreciate but not just study. As I enter clinical year, things change to more clinical and memorize seriously is not enough. I wanna learn. I wanna understand. 
3. To practice more and be more brave to ask question in lecture. In the middle of lecture. Maybe I should sit in front then I would be more brave. I hope so. I remember last time during Form 6, I always ask question. because my class only have like 18 students? in biology class, only like 8? I miss those time. Form 6 is one of the memory I like. 
4. To enjoy life. Life is miserable if we don't spend time to enjoy the moment. The sweet, the happy, the bitter, the sad, every moment. 
5. Smile everyday when I wake up. Be the first person to cheer myself up. 
6. Insta as much as possible. (If you play insta also, add me, chialin17)
7. Blog as often as I can. Because these 2 are the best way to record my life. In words and in photos. 
8. To be a better blogger. until Aud and Tim knows me. (this don't have any expiry date, take note lol) Can die after that. There are people have singers and  actors as idol, while mine is this sweet married couple as my idol. This started ever since the meme proposal. I seldom have idol, even I had, it never lasts long. Most after the movie/drama finish, few days later, the names fade out from my mouth. But, for tim and aud, it has been a habit to follow them. *stalker level to the max* 
9. To have more friends. Blogging is definitely the way. I only blog for like 8 months, but I know a lot of friends from blogging!! and end up they are all very nice and steady! I didn't even started join Nuffnang event. Can you imagine how many new friends I may encounter if I join in their event? I have been anticipated. 
10. To contact with those old friends that lost contact. These few days I have been chatting with old friend that once very close to. I want more of those time. 
11. Not to lose contact and proximity with my friends even after graduate. At the end of 2012, I realise, friends are like wine, the longer it is, the smoother and tastier it is to be. You know each other so well that you can tell what she is thinking from a facial expression in split seconds, a single words, a posture, eyes. You know the meaning behind those words. 
12. To have more time with and be grateful of my family. For always be there. Even though I don't like to share any sad moments of mine with them, but they are who whom really support of me. Mentally, physically and financially hahaha! 
13. To learn to speak British English as I'm going to go UK for 2 weeks practical and 2 weeks holidays. I'm so blessed! I hope I will not be broke neither my parents and Monkey! Hopefully can get sponsorship or discount accommodation if I can contact them say whether if I advertise in blog, may them give us a bit discount? I know by now it's impossible to have while my popularity is nearly zero. Lol. But who knows. I am always optimistic! =D *I got freed food, movie tickets from this blog, so let's see how's my luck.*  Or anyone of you have relative there, can lend me a bed/sofa to sleep on? haha *cheapskate to max*
14. To learn to speak some basic Japanese! The accommodation may be provided, so I have no worry. Just have to ENJOY! haha. I wanna buy lot lot lot fake eyelashes there!  and Japan yen is dropping! Hahahaa! Please, drop some more.. for the sake of this poor student. haha.  
15. To be more pretty!! Yes! Life long most shallow goal!! but which girl don't wanna be pretty, tell me!
16. To love Monkey more and make him loves me more. More than I love him. Lol. I'm selfish I know. But I don't wanna be hurt anymore. And I know he won't. *smile*  

I guess that's all!

Congratulation! You have finish reading 10,000 words POEM. haha!

How about your new year's resolution? 

Oh oh oh yeah! one more! 

17. To be fatter. I always want to be fatter as my current weight is 41.5 kg. highest is 42.3kg. I don't wanna look like anorexic big head small body, walking skeleton even I have been like that since I was born.

Wish you a happy day ahead. 

Thank you for reading. 

Study week?!

So sorry for the late update, had few busy weeks that I have no time to update my blog. *excuse hahaha*

I'm back to Penang. Not yet sembreak. It's study week. No way I'm gonna spend a week time in college. I still remember when I was younger *not that I'm not young now hahaha* I refused to go back during study week because I think I won't be studying at home. Too much distraction. Some more after 2 weeks time, when I finish finals, I would be back for like one month at least, so why would I rush back to hometown if in that case. Does it make sense? Waste money, time and energy..

But when I got older * not that I'm old now, emmmm, maybe a bit old, haha* , I see it was a wrong idea and decision if I stay in college during study week. Why? Because...

1. Mummy and daddy are the best destress people to hang together with. Did i tell you my mum is a good caunsellor? 
2. My tweety bird grandma lookalike popo!! The sweetest grandma ever. She hardly recognize us, but our names (my siblings and i) are always at the tip of her tongue. 
3. Home is a place with home cooked food. 
4. No food tastier than home town delicious famous food. It's a true story. No matter how bad your hometown food is, you will have at least one day you miss nothing but certain food from hometown. 
5. Ok, I admit Monkey is another reason I'm homed right now. Life without love is torturing. Hahaha. Bit exagerating, but kinda true. 
6. Queen or princess when I'm home. My parents love me too much. 
7. I can study at home!!!! Better than study in college! Serious shit.
8. Better bed at home. 

A picture of me and Monkey act serious shit face.

I'm homed. Finally.

Can't Take My Eyes Off You

A song to bury the feeling of me to the person I admire so much that even Monkey felt threaten hahahaha.

Lyrics: 
And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new

I wish you found your mate. A handsome, clever, lovely guy.  

Down

Car tayar rosak. and belt, and hand break problem. Wallet bleed out 310 ml of blood.

Plus, I'm sick. Outing too much and sleep late. Too much enjoyment with ultimate freedom.


So, now I'm sick..

Strepsil and panadol from friends, Love from friends, lol.
and Monkey. I wish you are with me. Hate LDR so much.


UPDATE: 

Feel so much better and I felt so loved! I think I'm always blessed and no idea why am I so lucky to have friends around me that helps me so much. So grateful to have them.

Panadol from Freska,
Herbal Tea from Yuan Ting,
Kam Kat Tea from Xue Qi,
Cheese and Cadbury Kek Lapis from Lya,
Curry and Puree from Pakee *Yes, the one I tot I can go but end up didn't go. Scroll down to the previous post to know more*
CONDOM as Bangkok souvenir from my roommate....  It's a very unique souvenir. Condom with its packing written with Thai words. haha! Nice one.
Strepsil from Choy Yean,
Mango Juice and cupcake from Dila.

All this happen when I'm sick!!
Thank you for all these!

I love my CERVIX

lol, what a striking title. haha.

Got invited by MPP of my faculty into the youthful health campaign group and saw this!

Yes! Human Papilloma Virus vaccine that prevent cervical cancer. Actually it covers more than that, vagina cancer and others but what I concern the most is CERVICAL CANCER which is top 3 killer in Malaysia Women!

I have been keen to have this vaccination since form six actually but due to cost constraint. That time when I first asked in the clinic, it would cost me around RM900 for 3 doses. Oh my god, it's expensive. I think I worked part time like a slave for half a month only can earn that money back. SO immediately cancel that thought.

But, I'm still quite aware of any campaign about HPV. Hope by any chance, I would get it cheaper.
Then our PM announced, Malaysian Girl can get it free!
Was so happy then only realised, it's a false great news because it is given free ONLY to those born after 1993 and not yet pregnant. =.=''
Then I realised, I'm not young anymore! Arrrrrggh! T_____________T I used to feel young because I'm the youngest in my small family but now, I have a lot nephews that start calling me AH YI (means Auntie) during Chinese New Year.  So, two heart breaking news in one day.


And finally, I got the cheapest deal ever now!
Thanks to FPSK, Falkuti Perubatan Sains dan Kesihatan that organised this campaign and I'm going to be benefited from it!


This is Quadrivalent HPV vaccine which can be injected to MAN also! I sent the link to one of my gay friends as genital warts can be transmitted via Men x Men AND this quadrivalent vaccine can give a  protection to those vaccinated. *The biggest changes in me is more aware to disease prevention especially to those which can be sexually transmitted. I want my high-risk-friends to be healthy always. *

And do you know 90 % anus cancer is related to HPV!!! Waaa.... cancer really can invade everywhere, the first time I heard of anus cancer. *shallow me #shame *


If you are a UPM staff, UPM students, Don't miss this chance to get this cheapest deal!
Especially if you are a girl, you should be protected against cervical cancer! Love you cervix, love your health hahahaha

Register now!
Let me know if you want, because it's a closed group that only UPM staff or students can join and register.

What I afraid when it gets dark

The plan of studying in medic faculty never last till late night.

WHY? because I chicken out! I am a coward that easily got scared at night especially when I'm alone.

=C I don't want to be so chicken one, but adrenaline rush is another thing that we can't control. 

when I walk down the stairs.. I am damn scared of seeing extra shadow... 

it's ether

1. Ghost or

How nice it would be if the ghost shown in ghost movie is like this.
I won't be that freaked out then.  

2. Human /bad guy

bad guy not necessary wear mask la, I think not the mask like this at least, it's too catchy. 

maybe add another one, cockroach, especially when it flies. eeeeee.

If you asked me, I really don't know which one is better..

You know Malaysia is not a very safe country even though the Government always claims that there is an decrease in crime record, so, I was  thinking, could it be people already got disappointed to the level that they won't report even though they got robbed.. * exaggerate me* 

another one, at day, I walked pass any object that would give a reflection, 90% of this incidence, I would look at the reflection of mine *and most probably with a smile* cheer myself up! *vain me*

But at night, it's a different story. 

I don't even dare to peek at the reflection. I hope there is no mirror because I am so freaking scared of seeing this! 

Imagine if it was behind you from the reflection.
No matter it is a ghost or human or any form of it,
RUN FOR YOUR LIFE

Creepy! 

Dear God, Guan yin ma, Duo beh gong, omitifu,  please don't let me see or met any of them. 

I will be a good girl. I swear I will behave..