Rotten Apple

To inform you and to release my frustration and depress.. 

My phone is spoiled.

and I posted this up in facebook. 

Dear all. (No matter you care or not, I still have to post this up.  ). My handphone is spoiled. T__________T , so I will be living without handphone for a while till I get a new one. So, No whatsapp, No line messenger, No phone call, No instagram, less facebook. And don't miss me, even tough I know, you will still miss me. God bless life without cellphone. 

Ya, God bless life without cellphone. 

The thing I concern the most is N-san and his friend are coming over this november. Without a smartphone, it's impossible for me to contact with them.

*worry* 

Hope everything will be fine and one day wake up, the phone just back to normal. *day dreaming* 

And I'm so in dilemma to buy a new phone especially iPhone because of the iPhone 5s and 5c already launched in US, but estimate will launch in Malaysia around December. Which means, if I buy now, the price will drop in another 3 months time. *tumbuk hati* 

What should I do now? 

 

Ohaiyo~~! Azabu University 麻布大学

I have so many thing that I wish I could blog about it, and I don't know where to start.

Let's start with the great people that I met in Azabu University, Japan. (Because  the feeling is still strong that I wish I can write down about it. So that one day, when I read back, I know, how lucky and grateful I should be to have them with us during practicals.


When Sandy and I think of applying a 3 weeks long laboratory practical to Azabu University, I can't lie to you that we are not worried at all about the language barrier that we might facing. Yes, we were worried about that even though senior who had been there told us, the pathologist there can speak good English. But, this time is different, because we were planning to go for 3 weeks in 3 different labs. How about in other laboratory? How about the students over there? What if no one wants to talk to us. *the saddest story ever!*
T________________T  *siting on the floor, crying and throwing hands and legs*

So, we learnt a bit of japanese language before we went to Japan. (and obviously that's not enough, I wanna learn moooooooore~~ although the japan practical already finish. So, I already asked Robin to borrow some Japanese language learning book. *never stop learning hahahah* )     Shoutout to Robinn, ありがとうございます


On the night that we arrived in Yabe 矢部station, sandy and my host were there to pick us up and they held a welcoming party for us.

From the left, Misaki chan, me, my host (moe chan), sandy's host (Mutsumi san) and Sandy in blue singlet.
And the one at centre is the cake for us. written welcome to Japan sandy and Lin. 
The cake and dinner both are very tasty!

Misaki chan is very funny person, and she taught me a lot Nihongo, 日本語. and she reminds me so much of Zane Tam whom was one of my high school best friends.

Both of our hosts are studying in Azabu University. So, they are the 1st and 2nd friends that we make in Azabu University. =D

P.S: Japanese girls are so pretty and their skin is very smooth. 滑滑

This is Azabu University 麻布大学

 It's one of the oldest veterinary school in Japan that can accept 150 students per batch.

 To be honest with you, this was taken on the last day of us in Azabu University. *sob sob*

I cycle to Azabu University. Thanks to Kene-san and her friend who borrowed her bicycle to me. and I'm sucks in cycling. So, I only cycle at night, and in the morning when there is not much cars and walking passengers. God bless I didn't knock anyone down. hahaha. I blame my poor cycling skill on my pair of short legs and big ears that doesn't contribute much on my balancing.

 This is Sandy on her host's bicycle cycling in Azabu University compound area.

Hiroko chan, Sandy, me, and Kiriko chan

I was wearing Baju Kebaya on that day because we planned to go Asian Night held in Tokyo, but ended up not going. But I'm glad I wore it on that day, so, I can take a pretty picture with Kiriko chan. Unlike the picture below that we make funny face. hahahha

 Handprints that have bacteria on. Seriously. we look funny la, Sandy!

 Alex sensei brings us out for lunch. Sensei asked, what to eat..
we answered, japanese food would be good!!

 Meet Alex sensei! The one on the left without spec. He is a very friendly and humorous sensei. No matter how clumsy we were, he still teach us step by step very patiently. and he likes to explain. That include theory of the experiment to how's the food is cooked and the meaning of some nihongo words and everything.
Another cool thing about him is he can speak Portuguese!! oh man~~ English, portuguese and nihongo. cool.

Kotoyo chan is a very cool third grade student. Hip-Hop that kind of cool. It wouldn't be weird if we suddenly hear her rapping. (That's just sandy and my imagination.. sometime our imagination goes wild hahaha)

滑滑Hiroko chan,　篠原san and kene chan.
we always follow hiroko chan around for her project. One touching thing is they purposely made a english version of step by step of some procedure for us. We are really surprised that they would do this for us.
ありがとう　ございます
In the public health lab, we talk to almost everyone and most of them talk to us, ask us about Malaysia. Everyday, the lab is full of laughter (not in the experiment room, but at the student corner. We are glad that shino san is with us during the practical week. He is like big brother over there, teaches and helps us a lot.
Kene san is the a member of JVSA (Japan Veterinary Student Association), she is the one working behind helping us to come to Azabu University. Thank you so much~~

They even celebrate Sandy's birthday. At first, I was planning to say it out during Asian night, then have everyone sing a birthday song to Sandy (since I have pass her her birthday present hahaha).

Surprisingly, they celebrate her birthday! (a day later, but still counts! What a touching moment.) to make it less romantic and less touching, I realised about it when I was heading to toilet and I saw them with a birthday cake. I was so blur that I thought, must be a birthday of some member in public health lab. hahahaha.

Taaadaaaa..

 actually the first day in lab, sandy wore contact lens but then because of we are so near to the flame, so Sandy very kiasi-ly (scared of dying) switched back to wearing spec.
WHAT IF THE CONTACT LENS MELT IN MY EYES 

so, she wears spec during this 3 weeks practical.

 I never noticed it until I want to blog about it... There are 2 big candles and 5 small candles.. so, Sandy is older than me!!!! hahahaha..  (FYI, sandy is 23 years old this year.)

Sandy felt touched, definitely...

That bunch of public health tomodachi..

 and that card that we did for them.
The badge they were holding is the badge that made under Zoologico Club in UPM. Really hope they like it. and we pin up a memo to make it even more special.

Pretty le~~~ my Yukata sensei..
I see her like a 小女人 (feminine girl) that I feel like I wanna protect her. (I said it like I'm very strong hahahaha)

The first time we wear Yukata, it took us 2 hours... and this time, with sensei and personal tuorial!!!!! it only takes half an hour!! sugoi!
And this ribbon is tied our own one!!!

 Cute not??
(you properly noticed the slippers... Just ignored it. hahaha. we wear this slippers when we are in the lab. No outside shoes allowed to prevent contamination and also for the sake of biosecurity)

 Sandy with her sensei.. Hiroko chan...  Sandy didn't take off her jeans, so it makes her look fatter in here.

 So pretty~~

The picture of us to end this public health post. I wish I can continue write about the friends we met in Azabu university, but my brain is telling me, time to off laptop. I think that's all first. Will continue blog about others.

Because I wish not forget.

10 words you must know when you travel in japan

Hi! konichiwa! This is the 7th day I am in Japan! hahaha. Lucky me, I know. *wink* But it is not a luxury one, so no need to xian mu or jealous. everything is in budget. hahahha

And I believe one day you will have your feet on this country =======> Japan!

So this post is going to be useful to you as it is my experience.. (and for some dear listener, this is not going to have any picture in this post.. but next post would be update of how I am doing so far....stay tune, ok? don't leave me... *sob sob sob* )



This is the 7th day in Japan, and I'm, again, lucky *Thanks God* to have Sandy;s brother with us who can speak fluent Japanese, then one day with sandy without her brother, then today I'm ALONE!!! ya! I'm alone, but I survive over there just using these few words. Keep your eyes open while read, don't scroll so fast...


Warning: all this is based on what I heard and said, not sure the spelling of it, but so far it works fine on me.

HOW TO START A CONVERSATION asking for direction.
Yes, hate to say that but I'm not so good in directions and I prefer to have people confirm with me am I in the correct way... So, I always use

1. Sumimasen
 which means excuse me... remember to say it in a not so loud tone and bow (at least a bit).

2. Doko _____________ o desu ka?
  which means where is __________?

then again, you must at least know the direction in Japan language.
3. Migi
which means Right 

4. Hadari
 which means Left

5. Musko
which means go straight

Then when all these don't help you at all, bring out your map and ask...
6. Ima wa doko... (this is definitely not the correct sentence, but it works during these few days... )
which mean Where am I now..
Ima means Now..

most probably they will show you, then WE MUST show some manners as well.. so, we answer
7. arigatou gozaimasu
I prefer to add gozaimasu, becuase more formal and more polite. (kinda get used to keep saying this)

Then when you wanna order food, and not a single japan word that you can read, then take out your phone. Yes, take it out, and snap a picture of that and show the cashier or the boss.  

8. kore
which means This. Use this when u wanna order food. Most probably they will understand.. If wanna be more advance... Kore o kaimasu.. (this is how I pronounce la.. hahhaha) which means I wanna buy This..

What if the menu don't have picture, and the price is cheap enough for you to take the courage out to ask PLUS the boss looks so friendly.

9. Kore o nan desuka?
Which means What is this.

10. Ikura desuka?
Which means How much. (And ya, you need to know the number in Japan... Hmmm, I think to be safer and more convenient, maybe another 20 words you need to know. But, these 10 words, you must tattoo it in your brain!


Mata ne.. see you soon.
Tomorrow will finally meet up host family. I'm sooooo looking forward.


Will post up recent update of how my life going in Japan.

Happy Merry Hairy Furry episode 1 That big fat ass.

After almost four years of study, I am so used to having my holidays (semester break) packed with practicals that I feel so empty if I have nothing to do at home. I think I forgot those days how I pass my holidays while I'm a secondary school students, but then, I have start working and earning money since form 2, so again, what a slavery life I have hahahha.


When talks about practical, means seeing animals! And I'm sure it wouldn't waste your time if you like to see cute little/giant fellow. You'll love it.

How about we goes according to size? from S to M then XL then XXXXXL

Size S

See this picture. I swear to you it is the blessed moment ever during practical. *oops, how about the things I learnt in clinic?! hahahah. But this is too awesome to me* This is Oreo. the resident cat in clinic. And I have been playing with him since day 1 of practical. I would try not to sound like one of the crazy cat lover, or cat lady. I try.. hahaha. HE IS SOOO FAT and CUTE! He is not afraid of dogs at all like he still has his balls on wtf hahaha.

How often cat comes near you and cuddle you into sleep?! and SNORE!! and PURRS after episode of snoring. Big fat cat! He really falls asleep god dammit this is fucking adorable! *cute until I curse!* who cat resist this cuteness I mean.

Watch the video as it is the evidence of it. WATCH IT!! 

And the story behind is going to revealed below.

here you go.

I have been playing with him everday during practical. Once I'm free or this attention seeker purposely roll on the floor within my eyesight range and show me his fat fair white tummy like saying, "yeah babe, come scratch my tummy." And so I did *Boooo.... Loser!* hahaha. (does it sound like courtship to you wtf hahaha)

So one day, I have been away for half day, and once I reach clinic, I straight get into consultation room without having any eyecontact with him. Then after an hour i guess, finally I have time to sleep  rest I mean.. one big fat cat with black patched on his white coat pacing towards me like no handsome cat else and rub his face and body on me. To be more specific, my face! *Spoiler: I actually think it is kinda unhygienic more than sweet, imagine them sleeping on the floor so much so that the dirt on the shoes of the clients would stick on their fur and here they rub it on my face, hmmmmm.. what to do, it's a cat. That's their way to show you their love, dirty love. sigh*  Thank god no pimple grows the day after.

And then he just sit near me like this!

I know right, the face is like so BO GUAN WAN.. rolling his eyes like that like I force him to sit this close with me. *shout to oreo: faker you! * hahahha But I was so overwhelmed with sweetness that I forgive everything he did, 10 more rolls of toilet tissue paper for you oreo!

And then he rolls himself on me like just rolling on floor. I guess my cleavage-less boobs really make him mistakenly confuse that my chest just like the floor fml. After rolls and rolls, and adjusting himself with few position, some cute one would like open his legs wide open, curl himself up like a caterpillar *caterpillar is not cute at all*. and all this while I just sit like usual, let him do whatever he wants.

Then eventually, he puts his hand on me!!!  and rest his head on my chest. I'm not good in words, I think I make it sounds like courtship lol BUT IT'S NOT!


I was waiting for him to readjust himself, and guess what, I heard snores. This fat cat falls asleep. I'm like "ohmygawd~~"  then I confirmed that he is asleep when I heard the next snores coming. and a lot more.. hahaha.

I have cats sleeping on my laps, next to me. But never cuddling me into his sleep! And I didn't do any scratching on him to make him purrs and so syiok so that would fall asleep. I didn't. It happens all by his own that he wanna sleep with me *oh yeah, this sounds so like courtship lol*

I'm so loved, that I interpret it as he miss me so much~~ hahahah *vain*

After snoring, then he rolls his head. snoring change to purring after that. =/ but good enough.
So, thoughout his sleep, I take like thousands picture of us. Hahaha. and even video.

It may look sweet, but, great effort was paid for this. I straighten my back, and not dare to take deep breath, so afraid that I wake him up lol. and it lasts for minutes. *sweet memories never last long enough, true story*

I'm in a rush, so I post this up first.
for the picture of lovely creature in size S, M, XL and XXL, would come up in next few post.

I have to pack for my next practical. I can't wait any longer!

Pathetic country, pathetic citizens

This mornig read newspaper, came across the title that made me feel so awful about it. 

108 stpm scorer can't get any ticket further study in local university. Yes, you didn't see it wrong. 108 STPM SCORERS, OUT OF 9 CHOICES THEY FILL IN, THEY GOT NONE OF IT. And among 108 of them, 28 students score full marks, CGPA 4.0. 

Ooohh wwwwhhaaaat?????!!!! 

That's ridiculous. 

To be frank, I'm used to this issue. Every year when the student intake result comes out, there must be some unlucky one that kena this. So, this is not something very uncommon, or people will feel shock about it. Malaysia has never been transparent in a lot policies, especially education system. Why Im so shocked about it?! Aiyo. 

A close friend of mine told me a story. 

There are a fat boy who eats a lot and a slim girl that eats a little. But both are given the same amount of food. Do you think is it fair to them? 

The girl can't finish the food while the boy doesn't feel full at all. 

It's kinda lame.. But I get what message she is trying to give. 

Fair is not about equal. It's about the solution given is appropriate in circumstances. 

But this is too ridiculous.

This is so unfair. 

The students with great result can't even get into university, while others with not so good, or not as great as theirs get the course they want in university. 

Haih. Malaysia 

Some said this happened because of election which obviously shown that current government is not most Chinese favourite meanwhile most stpm students and scorers are Chinese. So, current government are trying to let Chinese knows, the result of not voting for them, some sort like punishment. I don't know how true it is. I don't know whether this is what they are thinking. But what I know is, the winner is not Malaysia. All of us lose in this unfair education system. Malaysian and Malaysia. 

The most happy is Singapore government, I think. Because at the end, when those budak cemerlang lose faith in Malaysia, Singapore is waving hands to them, open their arms welcoming out talent exporting from Malaysia. 

But, it is too much. 

Don't you think so?