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Monday, 18 November 2019

Most scary nightmare

It's 4am in the morning. Woke up crying because I had a nightmare. It's my first time that I woke up crying because that nightmare is so terrifying.

In this nightmare there was dog in emergency and in need of dripping. And no one was willing to help me to restrain so that I could get the vein. And all of them were making jokes and laughing. The owner was crying at the other room. And there was a line queuing waiting for consultation. Another hectic day.

I asked them to be serious and don't make any more fun out of it, they burst into hilarious laughing.


I felt so helpless.

Then my eldest brother in law walked in, and only he took me seriously and asked me, "come, how can I help u"

Then I woke up because I was crying so hard that I needed to breath.



It feel so fucking real, the nightmare.

I hope it would never happen. Please.
Maybe I am just stressed at work.
But dear god, please do not make this nightmare real. The worst nightmare ever.