To be a better ME

I always have this problem with me. The way I look at people.

Sometime people would mistakenly thought that i stare at them (not in a good way), but actually i was looking at them with my mind goes blank/thinking something else. But i would like to make a change. 

I realised it during my practical in Sabah where the farm manager actually asked me why would I stare at him in a unfriendly way. (He is young, and only few years older than me, so it was more like a friend chat rather than accusing me) SO I ask around, and only I realised how annoying the way I look at people. It's kinda fierce. 

SOOO, i was thinking could it be like this! 

Damn suspicious. *actually i was looking at 9gag and this make me laugh*
*what's your problem!*

 Or maybe it's a very suspicious look that may people feel annoyed.

*I know you did something! just admit it!* 

 Or maybe even worse~!

*YOU OWE ME SOMETHING!*

Or maybe I have "Haki" just like Luffy. =P 

I actually didn't even know that until I enter university. Maybe I also stare at my secondary school friends like that, just that they know me better that I didn't mean it. 

  

Anyway, I know people don't like that, and I would like to make a change. Treat people the way you want to be treated. So, I keep reminding myself.

Here is the checklist to be better me.

This is the actual ME! "Did you just said I'm cute?! Stop it~~~*

1. Don't stare at people
2. Smile more 
3. Greet more
4. Don't care who is the one start the conversation. You never know a person well unless you become a friend of his or her. Don't judge a book from its cover, who knows he or she could be one of your close friends.  *One of my bestfriend was actually someone i really don't like/ hate because I think she was such a arrogant jackass, but end up be my besttie. The funny thing is she also thought i'm the arrogant jackass* *WAIT, does that mean it all started as early as during secondary school? the unfriendly way of looking at other people?! HAIH* 
5. OK, then Don't act like arrogant jackass.
6. Don't walk like a gangster. *it's really hard for me to change that because I've been walking like that for 20 years, but I would try. No harm trying, right? >.<*
7. Don't gossip. *it's too hard... maybe reduce bit?? =P*
8. Be optimistic! just like him! 

There is a lot more, but take a break.. step by step. haha. 

If I ever stare at you, I'm sorry, i didn't mean it. (exception to the people annoy me.haha. Joking la, If I dislike that person, I would choose reduce conversation, rather than stare at him.. stare at people would increase wrinkles around eyes, not worth it to stare at people that I dislike. haha *idiot me*)

oooooosh! don't give up!