What I afraid when it gets dark

The plan of studying in medic faculty never last till late night.

WHY? because I chicken out! I am a coward that easily got scared at night especially when I'm alone.

=C I don't want to be so chicken one, but adrenaline rush is another thing that we can't control. 

when I walk down the stairs.. I am damn scared of seeing extra shadow... 

it's ether

1. Ghost or

How nice it would be if the ghost shown in ghost movie is like this.
I won't be that freaked out then.  

2. Human /bad guy

bad guy not necessary wear mask la, I think not the mask like this at least, it's too catchy. 

maybe add another one, cockroach, especially when it flies. eeeeee.

If you asked me, I really don't know which one is better..

You know Malaysia is not a very safe country even though the Government always claims that there is an decrease in crime record, so, I was  thinking, could it be people already got disappointed to the level that they won't report even though they got robbed.. * exaggerate me* 

another one, at day, I walked pass any object that would give a reflection, 90% of this incidence, I would look at the reflection of mine *and most probably with a smile* cheer myself up! *vain me*

But at night, it's a different story. 

I don't even dare to peek at the reflection. I hope there is no mirror because I am so freaking scared of seeing this! 

Imagine if it was behind you from the reflection.
No matter it is a ghost or human or any form of it,
RUN FOR YOUR LIFE

Creepy! 

Dear God, Guan yin ma, Duo beh gong, omitifu,  please don't let me see or met any of them. 

I will be a good girl. I swear I will behave.. 

THE INTERVIEW

Yes, last night I went for THE INTERVIEW..  because I got kicked out.

I feel like not grand enough without putting all letters capital letter.
'THE INTERVIEW' looks more grand and serious than 'the interview', right?

From the legend-----wait for it---dary K17

One of my senior made a 9gag meme out of it after his car got clamped. Or should I say he sacrifices his own car to take this photo?! haha.

Ya, the red-range iswara/saga *sorry =C they look the same to me* is his car. haha.


Before the interview, I also went to see room for rent.. and analyse pros and  cons of moving out  

So, how's the prognosis?

I guess it's good.

But everything is uncertain until the result is out.

It would be out on next week.

I was called up because I put in the old merits which 1 collected  during first year

*omg, yes, it's extra and kiamsiap auntie won't waste anything valuable, precious merits  (you know how hard to collect it.)* and 3 or 4 merits collected during second year.. *haha.. guilty to repeat again*

From the interview, it doesn't sound that bad, and the felos were very nice to us. =D
*I actually wanna steal the leftover bihun goreng and fried egg (for those who do not really know much about Malaysia, Malaysia is a place that as long as there is a formal meeting, no matter how many people or how long  it is, there will be food~~~), but then i didn't. Food wasted. =( *

I was asked to be more active in college activity.

*I would try, must learn from the senior, they were very active in collecting merit during first semester, they joined almost everything to collect peserta merits*


Soon after the interview, have to start studying, because I have to. =C  I wish I can post my exam schedule here but I am so lazy to make one just to post up here. Forget it la.

Most important: colour ink penS! 

Wanna snap a picture of my study mate studying last night, but failed.
She looks prettier while focus on study.
Maybe due to her sharp nose and pretty eyes
and little chance to see her be so focusing on study!
haha... 

This is not me, it's kiamsiap auntie.
This is how she looks like when no make up, no angle capturing.
And it's the shirt too big size, not her being aeroplane wtf.  

Notice the red circle spot on forehead. That's the result of failed to answer my study mate's question and she beats me up haha.

Kidding la.

Fall asleep while study.
Notes are the best sleeping pill. =P


Continue study! gambatte and all the best to everyone who needs to study.

P.s to tempus and jokerPJ, I know you two don't need to study, so I hope your workload would increase as much as to the level of how much I need to study.

To move out or not

Move out:
pros:

1. No curfew
2. Freedom 
3. NO NEED TO COLLECT MERIT
4. WASHING MACHINE in the house, can use whenever you want and when it's needed. 
5. no need to climb up to 4th floor.
6. less chance of getting bitten by Aedes. 
7. can occupy the whole room
8. no need to move all your stuff from one place to another.. ( I think all college is the same, U will be requested to move your stuff into storeroom 
9. you can cook yourself. No worry of spotcheck
10. NO BOMBA PRACTICE at midnight

Cons:

1. Petrol!! because I wanna stay in Equine park which looks a lot safer compare to old flat and sri serdang
2. spend more time driving. 20 minutes back., 10 minutes plus to my faculty. Tiring during rotation
3. life expense increase.
4. share with roommate. 
5. Forever lonely. because If move out, will stay with seniors who has different schedule with mine
6. It's a condo, so limited carpark
7. Safety issue when walk from carpark outside to the condo. 
8. still! FRIENDS.. I need to talk to prevent sting breath. If i din talk, my breath will be stingy in no minutes CHEH~~ 
9. Not sure with the study environment in the condo. 

Time for maths calculation:
each sem $5600 income from JPA (roughly, because I really don't remember how much I got from JPA)
the rent of room that I found=$140 including water and electricity bill and STREAMYX *oh yeah baby, can't live without online, right?*

petrol $80 per month, due to drive alone. =C *according to senior whose car is fuel saving.
uni fee: 1552-450= $1002

so,
    5600
-  1002
-    840 (140 times 6)
-    400 (i count $100 and for 4 months study)
   3358

not bad ya... pocket money for 6 months..

How about college..
    5600
-  1552 (including rental fee for college)
-    200 (petrol fee including go makan, facial wash)
    3848

rm 500 different..
Deng!

$ 500 to pay all the advantage above.

Worthy it not?

I still can't make a decision. It is also depend on the the college accept my appeal not.

Marriage because of pregnancy. Is it doomed?

Came across a post talking about the ideal age of getting married, and marriage because of pregnancy, aka short gun marriage by him.. remind me of one of my secondary friends, just like what happen in drama, taaaah-daaaaaa, positive pregnancy test.

All of us know, u have 3 choices and you can only opt one.

1. tell the handler.
Sit down. Not going to believe it..

Digest all the info told...

and it takes time
.
.
.
.
.
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Damn, still not going to believe it..

Must be kidding me.

buy few more test dip.

All positive *maybe one negative, you know, it's not 100% accurate*

have to believe it even though you still don't think it really happens on you.


Let's get married.

2. not going to tell anyone, or maybe tell handler. But she is more calm than the previous one.

she is not going to get married because of the baby. She is going to give birth to the baby, but she doesn't mind to be single mum. *cool*


3. Abortion which is a really bad idea.
But when it's about a person's future that can be so much affected and influenced by the baby,
and no one can guarantee that the marriage would be happily ever after just like the prince and princess.
*the point is prince and princess, they don't get married because of baby as well.*
*or may be they did, just the fairy tales hide it from us, because it meant to be perfect, and reality is never perfect*


I heard of all three above before. *because I'm a gossip queen with principles, cheh~ *
Parents have been telling me how bad/worse a marriage and life would be if you end up pregnant before married and you choose the first choice which is the most common decision.


and after so long, and a lot incidence happens and start seeing friends getting married one by one, either because of pregnant or not, plus, came across the post, I decided to say something good about it using my friend as a reference.

Disclaimer: Permission was given by my friend to mention and use her photo in this blog post.

so, Marriage because of pregnancy. Is it doomed?

I guess not.

To be frank, a lot of people don't see this marriage would have a good ending. *stupid, good marriage never has ending*

I was one of them. But when I send my greeting and congratz to her, it is full of sincerity.
*I traced back what I wrote, it is what I wrote : 祝你幸福！一定要幸福哦！means wish u bahagia, u must/ have to be bahagia!

I'm sincerely hope she will be xin fu always. *xin fu is bahagia.* because she is my friend (even though we hardly talk and contact each other) and don't know, just the feeling that I hope she can live out of the expectation by all those people and shine together with her baby and the man she loves *I actually don't know him yet. May be in the future.*


So, here are some of the facts that I saw. I didn't make an interview with her, but I actually wish I do, because i'm so curious about it. Hey, it is the legend----wait for it---dary marriage that a lot people would actually curious about.

first and foremost and the most important, can be slim back easily! HOT mum! definately! Dude, MUM at 23 years old, young teenage face plus nice body with boobs cup jump 3 level la! * exaggerated me*



You don't believe me, check it out yourself!
Before parturition. *parturition used for human also? I have been using this in vet field la, not sure human used it not. haha.. wth*

definitely not the right one. It's the left.

And after!

taaaa-daaaa

hot!! nose bleed! 

 Do you agree? age really matters when comes to diet, slimming and health.

Next. 

A cute and healthy baby that you will have! 

Oh My God! So cute~~  

Hello... who are chuuuuu~~where is mommy...

A lot researches have been done. The health of babies correlates with the age of mummies. 

The older the ovum, the higher percentage of baby to have disease, Down's syndrome and etc *can't imagine I am writing this while baby looking at me from the pic. 

My conversation to the baby in the pic: not you la, darling. you are healthy, no worry.. ahlalalalala~~angugugu... *ignore me* *excuse yourself if you wanna vomit* 

Another plus point, smaller generation gap. Communication between parents and children is important and essential to build up a happy and healthy family. with the age gap decrease, and there goes the generation gap. 

However it's not saying that young age mum 100% sure have small or no gap with their kids, they just own the advantage of young age and tendency to have smaller gap. 

My mum and I have like more than 30 years gap, but I think, we are so close to each other and there is no gap, perhaps only the 18SX topic that we can't talk about like friends, other than that, MY MUM is awesome mum! 

So, friend, prove to me you are just as awesome as my mum. I have no pan ni qi throughout my teenage time.

My friend syiok sendiri made the caption herself. I guess she is too desperate to listen it from him.
It's ok, Happy mother's day from me. wth. lol.

Fourth. 

strengthen the relationship. Build up sense of responsibility. 

How can you not melt seeing this?!

To me, A child is needed to build a family. *In case of me being infertile, I would go for adoption if test tube baby failed as well. oops, is that too much for you? haha *

Ya, Kid is annoying. But you can't ignore their role in contributing to the family.  They bond you n your love even closer. You know, relationship as it goes, it will come to a stage where you are so used to your love, and you may even forgot the love feeling that you used to have. And, kids, they would just remind you, they are born because of the love between you n your partner. Baby is a gift from God.



next,
Entertainment, cheh~~

kk, don't woooooooah me down first, it's my blog wey~ and you are reading it! calm yourself down and continue reading it.

Baby, before they learnt to walk, run, is the best entertainment and companion.

YUP!

 see.. How nice it would be if I can get my babe accompany me. *yeah, before they cry, shit and etc* *whatever*


Last but not least.
Life changed.
It could be more happy, or sorrow. could shine or gloomy.
It changes your point of view in everything.


Of cox, there are a lot challenges awaiting ahead.
like family issue, working issue and others.

my friend is definitely a lucky one, because she is supported by friends and both families.  *at beginning, her parents were quite disappointed, but, you know, blood is thicker than water. There is nothing can't be forgiven by parents. * *plus, husband is not poor la... or should I just directly say rich?! haha*



Marriage because of pregnancy. Is it doomed?


It depends on u. How you see it. And also, if it happened on you, how you handle it.
So,

lesson of the day

1. don't judge on people and help them to pre-set the ending first. You are not God. that's God's job, don't kepo. 
2. Say No to sex before marriage or play safe. *kill me* 
3. Don't set your mind about the not-that-happy-ending about your marriage because of pregnancy (if u have it) , no one knows what would happen next.

Friend. 你一定要幸福。。因为你值得拥有... cheh~ macam iklan wey~ wth. 

And to those who are going to have finals, and still reading my blog, *yeah, you la!* 

good luck for your finals! 

mummy also, good luck for your finals! 

Pretty girl VS Traffic Police

yeah, in movie, we always see this happen. A pretty girl *with nice boobs* can always escape from being fined.

YUP! it happens on me! *Does that prove I'm pretty?! cheh~* 

"pretty or not" is a very subjective question, but I am kinda sure my boobs doesn't contribute much on it *aeroplane me*, yes, I know myself quite well. 

I admit that I was wrong because of using emergency lane. *sorry... but it was a very short distance of it, just let me back earlier before i knocked someone's car, been driving for 5 hours continously* 

It was very smooth drive until the light from a torchlight flashed on me.  

"I'm dead! I'm dead!" repeats in my mind. 

A man with white uniform with a lot of badges on it who can be obviously recognized as traffic police man. There is a bunch of them wearing the same uniform. 

He smiled and waved at me, asked me to park aside. 

I did. *good girl me* 

Chit chat a lot with him *not that long la, within 10 minutes*

He also mentioned that I look like one of the chinese celebrity.

i think he was trying to hint me something when he said this*something that I guess everyone know what is that*  : "nak bagi you saman, jadi sekarang you nak macam mana?" translate: " have to fine you now.. so, what are you going to do with it"  

Being a Kiamsiap auntie and I only have few years left to use the pretty young face of mine to persuade him not to fine me. 

So

The final decision

MANJA,
Being a friendly girl,
Smile a lot.
Laugh at everything he said,
and try my best to continue friendly conversation.



Part of our conversation:
he asked me my marriage status.
I replied not yet, and LAUGH...

Smile while waiting for the other questions...

You nampak macam celebriti cina.. tak ingat la name dia.. 
translate: you look like a chinese celebrity, but I don't remember her name.

LAUGH.. SMILE...

"tak la, semua orang cina nampak same je..
translate: no la, all chinese look the same "

LAUGH... SMILE..  *out of topic sudden though: but it's quite true, it's rather hard to remember, recognise and differentiate people of other races. Do you get me? I'm not being racist, i'm just saying the fact. because to malay, indian or foreigners, chinese have small eyes, fairer skin, thin lips... the face feature is not so remarkable and 'significant' unlike them. big eyes, sharp nose, thick eyelashes. Hardly recognize a chinese that you know from a group of chinese from the first glance. True? back to topic*

" tak lah, u 2 tak sama pun. Translate: you two don't look the same " my junior was with me.
"dah kerja belum? Trabslate: working? "

"belum lah, masih belajar... jadi miskin sangat. Translate: not yet, still studying. that's why I'm so poor" 
here comes the pity kitten eyes... cheh~   

"yake? Translate: doubt on it." 

and continue the chit chat... blah blah blah

The result of it, I got mercy from him *mercy?!* he let me go without summons.  God bless!

He even asked me is he handsome. And you know my answer!  Haha. He actually not bad looking. 

The point is!
Now I recall everything of it because of writing it down.
Are they the real traffic police?
It's obviously what they are looking for. Rasuah, bribery! He didn't even plan to fine me because before of letting me go, he repeats few time of this sentences "nak bagi you saman, jadi sekarang you nak macam mana?" translate: " have to fine you now.. so, what are you going to do with it"  

Furthermore, the colleagues of him saw him releasing me, still tease me rather than correct him should not let me go just by that.

AND, he looks nervous when I tried to make phone call!!
I was planing to call my family about it, what should I do. *too pampered by parents that I have no idea how to handle this*
He starts getting nervous, keep asking me
"ade kawan ke? nak panggil siape?"  Translate: you have friends *i think he means friends working in police station*? who are you calling to?

I didn't answer because I'm not good in multitasking.

and he repeated that.

here's my answer.
"jap, nak call kawan kejap. saya guna emergency lane sebab ade emergency, nak meet dengan kawan. jadi sekarang panggil mereka tunggu saya kejap." Translate:please wait for a moment, because i'm going to call my friends who I plan to meet. I used emergency lane because I am going to be late. So i call them ask them to wait for me" *lame excuse, but impossible I tell him my original plan, right?*

Before I manage to make a call. He stopped me.
"tak ape la, u jalan la. Tunggu u, sampai malam sudah" Translate: it's ok, you can go now. It's going to be late if I still wait for you." *I'm not really sure what he means, but I was so excited that I got escaped from it*

I reconfirm with him *stupid, what if he changed his mind*
Luckily he didn't. So i continue my journey.


Why he let me go when I make phone call? 
There were cases before, the fake police actually pretend themselves as police by wearing the uniform, fake the car into police car.  *it's not that difficult to get police uniform. Money can make almost everything possible"
The fake police receive bribe from people who broke the rules. Malaysia is also a country which is quite well known of its bribery ranking, so the idea of faking police is also quite a clever move in crime making. guess how much would they earn from that.



P.s: i'm still not sure whether they are real police or not.



But for safety purpose
next time, if you are stopped by policeman, please ask for their ID, they should have one.
pretend to make a call to someone. It might changed the result of being stopped.



In dilemma, hope that they are real or fake police.
Real: it's really because of me pretty~~ *vomit* and the mercy!
Fake: poor bitch that couldn't afford to bribe me and still stop at here. Wasting my time!  *i think it may cross his mind.*


no matter what. thankful of what happened. And lesson of the day, don't use the emergency lane. If you used it, make sure there's no trap in front. LOL.