HELP ME!!

Dear all,

I have this problem since few days ago.. I can't upload any picture now.. as I click the upload image icon or the upload video icon..






NOTHING CAME OUT EXCEPT A BLANK POP OUT WINDOW!!!!!!!!!


Help me people..
I have tried all the troubleshoot in blogger, but the result disappoints me..


Help.. People.. help..

The cutest root in my life.

Better blog it down when the feeling is still intense in me, I rush to laptop once I reach home.


Today, I visit my grandma, popo. We always call her popo, or wang popo 王婆婆


Before popo fell down and had orthopaedic surgery, she was with us, stay with us for years, and she is my bed-mate, that's where the intimacy starts (even though she saw my naked body since I was a kid, and I barely remember that, so it doesn't count to me. But I know, popo sayang me the most a lot, as the youngest granddaughter that she has)

Before I stepped in the house, I can already hear my popo, praying super loudly. OMITOFU OMITOFU OMITOFU..  (My grandma is a Buddhist)

Then I saw her lying on the sofa, like this. 

And actually gave me a light slap when I first sit down near to her. And she didn’t stop praying still, then she told me, her gum pain. She wants to let me feel the pain. =.=  (after that, popo didn’t show any sign of pain or even mention the pain again. And I suspect, she actually hits me simply because she knows I took too long to visit her again. She is super smart today. How smart?! Please read below. 

I recorded a video of my popo praying very hard, failed to upload bcz of the size can't be coped by the tortoise speed of internet that my house subscribe to. The background omitofu was my mum, she prays with a rhythm, not bad, and my grandma follows the rhythm and actually got tired 喘 at the middle part and start laughing, exposing her almost toothless mouth.

Today, popo is smart! Very smart. So, my dad was asking her, does she want to sit up, instead of lying down on the sofa.

Then my grandma replied: I don’t wanna poo. Who said I wanna poo?

ME: No one said that. Who said that?

Grandma: Then, why he asked me whether I wanna sit up not, we only need to sit up straight when we wanna poo, who tells you we need to sit up when chatting with others. =.=  Why can’t I lye down talking to you. =.=

This wang popo, is super smart and alert today huh.

So rude ya, this photo. Hahaha.

 Throughout the talk, popo keeps hugging me, help me comb my hair with her fingers, tidy up my hair, slip my hair back my ears, She also keeps touching my face.. (Touching face is very commonly happened, my popo likes to touch people’s face, not just mine. But, running across my hair using her fingers, slip my hair back my ears is something unusual, rare to happen.)

Popo, held my hand with us crossed each others fingers. Then after few minutes, she complained, it was pain because we held too tight. hahaha. Then she starts mumbling I'm too skinny la, bla bla bla...

Popo talks a lot today, and she calls me mummy, and talks in 4 languages to me, Mandarin, Malay, Cantonese and hokkien. 

 Like this picture very much, even though it was bit blurry.

I mentioned just now that my grandma keeps touching my face right...

Then I asked grandma,

ME: popo, you got wash your hands not, after you poo poo. If you didn’t wash your hands, then my face habes liao..

POPO: 你都傻的， 我一定有洗手啦 ..  you are stupid izzit, sure I washed my hands.

 This is so popo. Popo always scold people like this. Hahaha. At one point, I think I’m really stupid, because I was laughing so hard when she scolded me like that. I used to get scolded before I sleep, because she was my bed-mate, I sleep with her every night, and she keeps scolding me for some tiny matters to me, but big matters to her. Such as why I am not wearing long pants to sleep, why I didn’t blow my hair dry, why I didn’t wipe my feet dry enough before I sleep. (Obviously, my grandma sees my future possible health problem such as headache, migraine as a big matter more than I perceived it) (and, popo, 99% of time, I will blow my hair dry before I sleep, I still don’t wear long pants: I guess that’s why I got dengue not long ago and I have not learned from the lesson yet)

Popo being generous, insists me to finish her cup of drinks. She is always like that, think of us about everything. 

My popo..

Not being recognized by her, and not have my name called out from her mouth is not something disappoints me anymore. (And to make me feel better, she always asks for me when I’m not around. I know she misses us a lot, her grandchildren. ) To see her talks so much and being so happy today makes my day.

My popo. I wish you live healthily and so happy and energetic like today.



Note to self: not to forget the roots, not to have even a moment of shame or mahuan, not to forget they are the people who raise us up and educate us. They sacrifice a lot for us.




突然想起 黄子华 的笑话：


你敢说我不负责任？！
我为了我父母那一刹那的快感，　负责任了二十多年，　你说我不负责任？！



哈哈，也对噢。


那就让我们负责任到底吧。
加油！

Recent Addiction : HUMAN by CHRITINA PERRI

It has been long since the last time I sit in the car purposely just want to finish listening to the song, that actually touch the deepest side in my heart. I think the last time, it was more than half a year ago. It was YOUR SONG, by ELLIE GOULDING
Now, I found a new song, and I experience it with Pakee. It catches Pakee's attention as well, but I'm the one requested to sit in the car longer to finish up the song. (No any intention of just trying to hold him with me in car for any longer if any of you may misunderstand the situation. haha )

What a sexy cover, I know. Hahahaa... 

Here's the lyrics... 

I can hold my breath
I can bite my tongue
I can stay awake for days
If that’s what you want
Be your number one
I can fake a smile
I can force a laugh
I can dance and play the part
If that’s what you ask
Give you all I am

I can do it
I can do it
I can do it

[Chorus]
But I’m only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I’m only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
I’m only human, yeah

I can turn it on
Be a good machine
I can hold the weight of worlds
If that’s what you need
Be your everything

I can do it
I can do it
I'll get through it

[Chorus]
But I’m only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I’m only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
I’m only human, yeah

[Bridge]
I’m only human
I’m only human
Just a little human

I can take so much
Until I’ve had enough

[Chorus]
‘Cause I’m only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I’m only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
‘Cause I’m only human, yeah

Well. Isn't it so true.. SO NAKED. * Now I understand why the cover is so sexy* 

When listening to the song, I listen it as in she is talking to herself, or parents, or someone who she had made promises or goal but fail to achieve it, disappoint not only the person but herself as well. 

When I listen to it second time, paying more attention, I feel like more as a breakdown from a unfulfilled promise, unjustified love by her lover, yet she still fake it out that she can bear it until she can't. Or "a broken promise" is a better phrase for it? 

We, as human, can do a lot of things. 

A weak creature who bears strong souls in it. 

Do not doubt on our own capability, 

you wouldn't know you can run like Bolt if you are not chasing by a jaguar. *wtfish* 

If we really want something, we find reasons for doing it, otherwise, we found excuses. 

I can do it. 

We all can do it. 

It's just a matter of fact we want to do it not. 

And the reasons in heart which held us strong. 

Fear not, all of us bleed when we fall. 

All of us hurts when it turns out not to be what we expected. 

Fear not, because we are humans. 

The weak creature that bears strong soul in it. 

We may get injured. 

But we heal with time.

Don't be beaten up by despair, and desperation. 

If you do, listen to the song, and dust them off. 

Live a life that you will be proud of. 

As a human.   

Let's get back to work! 

Thanks Chritina Perri for the great song, and a great voice to listen to. 

She even sings well in Live 

How can I not love her voice. *melt* 

Emotional break down

Title says it all. Hahaha..

Continue read further if you wanna know it more. I warn you for the long and may or may not be bored to you.  And this is written with the most sincere side of me.

Here's the story.

I have been awarded with 2 awards in faculty of veterinary medicine in these 2 years time. I'm happy of it and proud of it, to be frank. But whoever got it would definitely feel the same with me. It's an honor to be awarded as it is more than just a reward of hard work in studying but faculty recognised our capability. Meanwhile overwhelmed with happiness, I'm scared and afraid of people seeing me as one of the top student in class. (because obviously I don't see myself as an extraordinary, clever student.) I'm nothing more than ordinary but may show higher interest than others and keen on learning in the subjects I'm interested. Thus, I started having stress this year for carrying that in the class.


Believe it or not, I never see myself as a clever girl. (I don't say that out in class anymore, because whenever I said it, people will be like: "aaargh Chia Lin~~ *roll eyes*"

My PMR result wasn't that good, SPM as well, didn't even get to squeeze into that "frame of proud" in my highschool. Just during STPM, which I'm highly motivated because I have decided I want to get into Veterinary Medicine. And just at the right time, 2 seniors got into Veterinary Medicine and it looks fun. It makes me even more dedicated to study hard, to get into Vet med which require not less than 3.75 CGPA  for STPM students. So, I scored with flying colors in STPM, came in as a 4.0 high scorer with first choice in Veterinary Medicine. Which is quite a rare case.

People knows about my result. But how many would really care about how much hardship I actually paid in it. I studied till 2am and woke up at 630am for the first half year. Then I got lazy what the fish lol, I slept at 12pm. But everyday right after class, I study. I had the initiative to form study group, whenever we were free, we revised. We always tests on each other. And I always asks questions in class. We only have 18 students in class. That was in form 6.

So, good results is not because I'm clever. It's because I'm hard working enough and I'm lucky to have a study group and people knows more than me, cleverer around me that willing to teach me. I appreciate God arrangement for me.

And one of my award is paraclinical, which form 6 knowledge covers a lot of the topic and help me in a much different way of thinking. That explained why.

And good results changed my life. Being chopped as a clever student slowly takes its effect on me,
as I more reluctant to ask question, because I afraid of my questions are stupid. (eventhough some lecturers did say, no question is a stupid question, So happy when I heard that, and I asks her lots of question after the class. hahaha.). And afraid of people see me in a way that, "You should have know this." And no one actually believe that you wasn't well prepared for tests, which I could understand about that too. So, I stop telling people "me too" when people came to me and tell me they are not ready for tests and look nervous for the tests.  Starts relied more and more on google rather than ask.  I don't like that. Why goes to google spent so much time on looking for information that the person right in front of you already know the answer and maybe can give you more idea with their experience.

Why? I mean that's not me.
And I feel the weight of it on my shoulder getting more and more heavy and starts suffocating me. I feel so out of breath and dislike myself being in that way.

Why would I so care about others?
Since when I start caring about other people see me as clever or stupid?
Why am I afraid of people comparing me with other students in the award board? 

Phunny~


Then thanks to an incidence that was just merely a joke which brought me to emotional break down state. Then only I realised, what was happening in me that I don't even recognise such stress in me before. I didn't see it coming but it was with me for months or even worse, years.

and after releasing that extra water in me, I do feel relieved.  As recognise the fear in you is another big step towards a better self. 

Thank you to the people who stimulate my emotional break down. Facing it now, is better than facing it in future which I foresee it would be more lonely where friends are dispersed to all over the country. 

And thanks to God for making it happened. 

Last, thanks to me, for having the bravery to write down this page as a reminder for future Chia Lin to see. How fragile I was. And how I grow up. 

Dear readers, I hope you enjoy reading it, and if you have fear in you, I hope you can recognise it too and face it. 

Cheers, for a better self. 

-xoxo-

Chia Lin 2013 

Horrific nightmare

Note: this was written half, 3 weeks ago right before I enter small animal medicine rotation. 

But obviously I didn't get to put this post up on time. 

I have been busy. Sorry people. Sorry to myself as well, as I promised myself to keep track of my own life. 

Small animal medicine rotation, we need to attend morning treatment, night treatment every day for one week. (Of, course, not the students that prescribe drugs) and on the sunday before the rotation week, we have to go to transfer case from the previous group, so that we know better of our case and role.  

Yeah. 

I had horrific nightmare that scares me off till the level I might have actually pee on my bed (what the fish, so exaggerating) . 

It's not about ghost, not about me being bankrupt... 

It's a rather stupid nightmare actually. 

Which I think I am bit reluctant to tell you this, kinda shame with it... 

But it's one of the thing I will laugh off in the future when I read back this post. 

I was taking a nap on saturday, thinking of starting rotation next day... 

Then the next thing I remember is I was walking in the faculty, going to class.

Then one of my rotation mate bump into me and ask... 

"Chia Lin, Why you didn't come?! " 

I was so blur that I don't even know what she was saying... 

"Go where?!" I asked. 

"Ward la, sayang!! "  (So sweet, right, call me sayang...) 

Then all the things about rotation suddenly start rushing into my mind.. 

 

That I have to receive case on Sunday, and I didn't go... 

And morning treatment on Monday, and I obviously forgot about that.. 

Then I panicked! I actually pray in my dream hope that it's just a dream. 

But I didn't wake up yet. I think my mind actually like to see me tortured, by my ownself. 

Then I panicked, have to see lectures and all that..

Then only I wake up in sweat. What the fish. 

And I actually feel glad about it! That it was just a dream. 

Relieved.

It was so fishing real!! 

And I post it up in facebook... 

and I guess, I'm not the only one! Hahahaha. So happy found a companion.

Health alert.

I seldom worry about my health.

Because I have my parents that worry it for me. They worry a lot,  a lot.... A LOT (1 "a lot" doesn't seem enough) more than I do.

Since young I was pilled with all kinds of supplements. Spirulina, Fish oil, calcium, vitamin C, liver supplement. You named it, I have it. *sigh*


Until recently, I'm terribly sick. Then only I realize, I can't be sick, because I always have allergic to drug. If I am not allergic to that certain drug, to make thing worse, the side effect of drugs defeat me easily.


I have to keep myself healthy. Really have to. To avoid from taking any drugs. T^T
What century I am living in now, I should live back in stone age, no drugs, less disease. haish...


And from this health alert, which cause more damage to me is from my parents! to be more precise, damage to my ear drum. T___________________T
this is the chinese way of caring lol.
Remind me to eat this, eat that (supplement I mean) blah blah blah......
I can hear them even I put the phone 10 cm away from me.
Their precious daughter kot.


Yesterday, emo a bit because of constant dizziness caused by the drug and complaint a bit to XQ.
Guess what, that leads a rombongan lawatan pesakit to my house lol.
Thanks for concern everyone.


I'm good better now. =D


UPDATE: 

It was later diagnosed as Dengue Fever, with presence of IgM to dengue fever, which means a new infection that I was having. 

It was hemorrhagic type, and thank god, nothing serious happen to me. =D 

娘子

这世界上，有很多人想看我们跌倒。


就要多谢他们


自己才懂自己有多大的潜能。



要不停的告诉自己



可以紧张，可是不可以怯场。




加油！

Rotten Apple

To inform you and to release my frustration and depress.. 

My phone is spoiled.

and I posted this up in facebook. 

Dear all. (No matter you care or not, I still have to post this up.  ). My handphone is spoiled. T__________T , so I will be living without handphone for a while till I get a new one. So, No whatsapp, No line messenger, No phone call, No instagram, less facebook. And don't miss me, even tough I know, you will still miss me. God bless life without cellphone. 

Ya, God bless life without cellphone. 

The thing I concern the most is N-san and his friend are coming over this november. Without a smartphone, it's impossible for me to contact with them.

*worry* 

Hope everything will be fine and one day wake up, the phone just back to normal. *day dreaming* 

And I'm so in dilemma to buy a new phone especially iPhone because of the iPhone 5s and 5c already launched in US, but estimate will launch in Malaysia around December. Which means, if I buy now, the price will drop in another 3 months time. *tumbuk hati* 

What should I do now? 

 

Ohaiyo~~! Azabu University 麻布大学

I have so many thing that I wish I could blog about it, and I don't know where to start.

Let's start with the great people that I met in Azabu University, Japan. (Because  the feeling is still strong that I wish I can write down about it. So that one day, when I read back, I know, how lucky and grateful I should be to have them with us during practicals.


When Sandy and I think of applying a 3 weeks long laboratory practical to Azabu University, I can't lie to you that we are not worried at all about the language barrier that we might facing. Yes, we were worried about that even though senior who had been there told us, the pathologist there can speak good English. But, this time is different, because we were planning to go for 3 weeks in 3 different labs. How about in other laboratory? How about the students over there? What if no one wants to talk to us. *the saddest story ever!*
T________________T  *siting on the floor, crying and throwing hands and legs*

So, we learnt a bit of japanese language before we went to Japan. (and obviously that's not enough, I wanna learn moooooooore~~ although the japan practical already finish. So, I already asked Robin to borrow some Japanese language learning book. *never stop learning hahahah* )     Shoutout to Robinn, ありがとうございます


On the night that we arrived in Yabe 矢部station, sandy and my host were there to pick us up and they held a welcoming party for us.

From the left, Misaki chan, me, my host (moe chan), sandy's host (Mutsumi san) and Sandy in blue singlet.
And the one at centre is the cake for us. written welcome to Japan sandy and Lin. 
The cake and dinner both are very tasty!

Misaki chan is very funny person, and she taught me a lot Nihongo, 日本語. and she reminds me so much of Zane Tam whom was one of my high school best friends.

Both of our hosts are studying in Azabu University. So, they are the 1st and 2nd friends that we make in Azabu University. =D

P.S: Japanese girls are so pretty and their skin is very smooth. 滑滑

This is Azabu University 麻布大学

 It's one of the oldest veterinary school in Japan that can accept 150 students per batch.

 To be honest with you, this was taken on the last day of us in Azabu University. *sob sob*

I cycle to Azabu University. Thanks to Kene-san and her friend who borrowed her bicycle to me. and I'm sucks in cycling. So, I only cycle at night, and in the morning when there is not much cars and walking passengers. God bless I didn't knock anyone down. hahaha. I blame my poor cycling skill on my pair of short legs and big ears that doesn't contribute much on my balancing.

 This is Sandy on her host's bicycle cycling in Azabu University compound area.

Hiroko chan, Sandy, me, and Kiriko chan

I was wearing Baju Kebaya on that day because we planned to go Asian Night held in Tokyo, but ended up not going. But I'm glad I wore it on that day, so, I can take a pretty picture with Kiriko chan. Unlike the picture below that we make funny face. hahahha

 Handprints that have bacteria on. Seriously. we look funny la, Sandy!

 Alex sensei brings us out for lunch. Sensei asked, what to eat..
we answered, japanese food would be good!!

 Meet Alex sensei! The one on the left without spec. He is a very friendly and humorous sensei. No matter how clumsy we were, he still teach us step by step very patiently. and he likes to explain. That include theory of the experiment to how's the food is cooked and the meaning of some nihongo words and everything.
Another cool thing about him is he can speak Portuguese!! oh man~~ English, portuguese and nihongo. cool.

Kotoyo chan is a very cool third grade student. Hip-Hop that kind of cool. It wouldn't be weird if we suddenly hear her rapping. (That's just sandy and my imagination.. sometime our imagination goes wild hahaha)

滑滑Hiroko chan,　篠原san and kene chan.
we always follow hiroko chan around for her project. One touching thing is they purposely made a english version of step by step of some procedure for us. We are really surprised that they would do this for us.
ありがとう　ございます
In the public health lab, we talk to almost everyone and most of them talk to us, ask us about Malaysia. Everyday, the lab is full of laughter (not in the experiment room, but at the student corner. We are glad that shino san is with us during the practical week. He is like big brother over there, teaches and helps us a lot.
Kene san is the a member of JVSA (Japan Veterinary Student Association), she is the one working behind helping us to come to Azabu University. Thank you so much~~

They even celebrate Sandy's birthday. At first, I was planning to say it out during Asian night, then have everyone sing a birthday song to Sandy (since I have pass her her birthday present hahaha).

Surprisingly, they celebrate her birthday! (a day later, but still counts! What a touching moment.) to make it less romantic and less touching, I realised about it when I was heading to toilet and I saw them with a birthday cake. I was so blur that I thought, must be a birthday of some member in public health lab. hahahaha.

Taaadaaaa..

 actually the first day in lab, sandy wore contact lens but then because of we are so near to the flame, so Sandy very kiasi-ly (scared of dying) switched back to wearing spec.
WHAT IF THE CONTACT LENS MELT IN MY EYES 

so, she wears spec during this 3 weeks practical.

 I never noticed it until I want to blog about it... There are 2 big candles and 5 small candles.. so, Sandy is older than me!!!! hahahaha..  (FYI, sandy is 23 years old this year.)

Sandy felt touched, definitely...

That bunch of public health tomodachi..

 and that card that we did for them.
The badge they were holding is the badge that made under Zoologico Club in UPM. Really hope they like it. and we pin up a memo to make it even more special.

Pretty le~~~ my Yukata sensei..
I see her like a 小女人 (feminine girl) that I feel like I wanna protect her. (I said it like I'm very strong hahahaha)

The first time we wear Yukata, it took us 2 hours... and this time, with sensei and personal tuorial!!!!! it only takes half an hour!! sugoi!
And this ribbon is tied our own one!!!

 Cute not??
(you properly noticed the slippers... Just ignored it. hahaha. we wear this slippers when we are in the lab. No outside shoes allowed to prevent contamination and also for the sake of biosecurity)

 Sandy with her sensei.. Hiroko chan...  Sandy didn't take off her jeans, so it makes her look fatter in here.

 So pretty~~

The picture of us to end this public health post. I wish I can continue write about the friends we met in Azabu university, but my brain is telling me, time to off laptop. I think that's all first. Will continue blog about others.

Because I wish not forget.

10 words you must know when you travel in japan

Hi! konichiwa! This is the 7th day I am in Japan! hahaha. Lucky me, I know. *wink* But it is not a luxury one, so no need to xian mu or jealous. everything is in budget. hahahha

And I believe one day you will have your feet on this country =======> Japan!

So this post is going to be useful to you as it is my experience.. (and for some dear listener, this is not going to have any picture in this post.. but next post would be update of how I am doing so far....stay tune, ok? don't leave me... *sob sob sob* )



This is the 7th day in Japan, and I'm, again, lucky *Thanks God* to have Sandy;s brother with us who can speak fluent Japanese, then one day with sandy without her brother, then today I'm ALONE!!! ya! I'm alone, but I survive over there just using these few words. Keep your eyes open while read, don't scroll so fast...


Warning: all this is based on what I heard and said, not sure the spelling of it, but so far it works fine on me.

HOW TO START A CONVERSATION asking for direction.
Yes, hate to say that but I'm not so good in directions and I prefer to have people confirm with me am I in the correct way... So, I always use

1. Sumimasen
 which means excuse me... remember to say it in a not so loud tone and bow (at least a bit).

2. Doko _____________ o desu ka?
  which means where is __________?

then again, you must at least know the direction in Japan language.
3. Migi
which means Right 

4. Hadari
 which means Left

5. Musko
which means go straight

Then when all these don't help you at all, bring out your map and ask...
6. Ima wa doko... (this is definitely not the correct sentence, but it works during these few days... )
which mean Where am I now..
Ima means Now..

most probably they will show you, then WE MUST show some manners as well.. so, we answer
7. arigatou gozaimasu
I prefer to add gozaimasu, becuase more formal and more polite. (kinda get used to keep saying this)

Then when you wanna order food, and not a single japan word that you can read, then take out your phone. Yes, take it out, and snap a picture of that and show the cashier or the boss.  

8. kore
which means This. Use this when u wanna order food. Most probably they will understand.. If wanna be more advance... Kore o kaimasu.. (this is how I pronounce la.. hahhaha) which means I wanna buy This..

What if the menu don't have picture, and the price is cheap enough for you to take the courage out to ask PLUS the boss looks so friendly.

9. Kore o nan desuka?
Which means What is this.

10. Ikura desuka?
Which means How much. (And ya, you need to know the number in Japan... Hmmm, I think to be safer and more convenient, maybe another 20 words you need to know. But, these 10 words, you must tattoo it in your brain!


Mata ne.. see you soon.
Tomorrow will finally meet up host family. I'm sooooo looking forward.


Will post up recent update of how my life going in Japan.

Happy Merry Hairy Furry episode 1 That big fat ass.

After almost four years of study, I am so used to having my holidays (semester break) packed with practicals that I feel so empty if I have nothing to do at home. I think I forgot those days how I pass my holidays while I'm a secondary school students, but then, I have start working and earning money since form 2, so again, what a slavery life I have hahahha.


When talks about practical, means seeing animals! And I'm sure it wouldn't waste your time if you like to see cute little/giant fellow. You'll love it.

How about we goes according to size? from S to M then XL then XXXXXL

Size S

See this picture. I swear to you it is the blessed moment ever during practical. *oops, how about the things I learnt in clinic?! hahahah. But this is too awesome to me* This is Oreo. the resident cat in clinic. And I have been playing with him since day 1 of practical. I would try not to sound like one of the crazy cat lover, or cat lady. I try.. hahaha. HE IS SOOO FAT and CUTE! He is not afraid of dogs at all like he still has his balls on wtf hahaha.

How often cat comes near you and cuddle you into sleep?! and SNORE!! and PURRS after episode of snoring. Big fat cat! He really falls asleep god dammit this is fucking adorable! *cute until I curse!* who cat resist this cuteness I mean.

Watch the video as it is the evidence of it. WATCH IT!! 

And the story behind is going to revealed below.

here you go.

I have been playing with him everday during practical. Once I'm free or this attention seeker purposely roll on the floor within my eyesight range and show me his fat fair white tummy like saying, "yeah babe, come scratch my tummy." And so I did *Boooo.... Loser!* hahaha. (does it sound like courtship to you wtf hahaha)

So one day, I have been away for half day, and once I reach clinic, I straight get into consultation room without having any eyecontact with him. Then after an hour i guess, finally I have time to sleep  rest I mean.. one big fat cat with black patched on his white coat pacing towards me like no handsome cat else and rub his face and body on me. To be more specific, my face! *Spoiler: I actually think it is kinda unhygienic more than sweet, imagine them sleeping on the floor so much so that the dirt on the shoes of the clients would stick on their fur and here they rub it on my face, hmmmmm.. what to do, it's a cat. That's their way to show you their love, dirty love. sigh*  Thank god no pimple grows the day after.

And then he just sit near me like this!

I know right, the face is like so BO GUAN WAN.. rolling his eyes like that like I force him to sit this close with me. *shout to oreo: faker you! * hahahha But I was so overwhelmed with sweetness that I forgive everything he did, 10 more rolls of toilet tissue paper for you oreo!

And then he rolls himself on me like just rolling on floor. I guess my cleavage-less boobs really make him mistakenly confuse that my chest just like the floor fml. After rolls and rolls, and adjusting himself with few position, some cute one would like open his legs wide open, curl himself up like a caterpillar *caterpillar is not cute at all*. and all this while I just sit like usual, let him do whatever he wants.

Then eventually, he puts his hand on me!!!  and rest his head on my chest. I'm not good in words, I think I make it sounds like courtship lol BUT IT'S NOT!


I was waiting for him to readjust himself, and guess what, I heard snores. This fat cat falls asleep. I'm like "ohmygawd~~"  then I confirmed that he is asleep when I heard the next snores coming. and a lot more.. hahaha.

I have cats sleeping on my laps, next to me. But never cuddling me into his sleep! And I didn't do any scratching on him to make him purrs and so syiok so that would fall asleep. I didn't. It happens all by his own that he wanna sleep with me *oh yeah, this sounds so like courtship lol*

I'm so loved, that I interpret it as he miss me so much~~ hahahah *vain*

After snoring, then he rolls his head. snoring change to purring after that. =/ but good enough.
So, thoughout his sleep, I take like thousands picture of us. Hahaha. and even video.

It may look sweet, but, great effort was paid for this. I straighten my back, and not dare to take deep breath, so afraid that I wake him up lol. and it lasts for minutes. *sweet memories never last long enough, true story*

I'm in a rush, so I post this up first.
for the picture of lovely creature in size S, M, XL and XXL, would come up in next few post.

I have to pack for my next practical. I can't wait any longer!

Pathetic country, pathetic citizens

This mornig read newspaper, came across the title that made me feel so awful about it. 

108 stpm scorer can't get any ticket further study in local university. Yes, you didn't see it wrong. 108 STPM SCORERS, OUT OF 9 CHOICES THEY FILL IN, THEY GOT NONE OF IT. And among 108 of them, 28 students score full marks, CGPA 4.0. 

Ooohh wwwwhhaaaat?????!!!! 

That's ridiculous. 

To be frank, I'm used to this issue. Every year when the student intake result comes out, there must be some unlucky one that kena this. So, this is not something very uncommon, or people will feel shock about it. Malaysia has never been transparent in a lot policies, especially education system. Why Im so shocked about it?! Aiyo. 

A close friend of mine told me a story. 

There are a fat boy who eats a lot and a slim girl that eats a little. But both are given the same amount of food. Do you think is it fair to them? 

The girl can't finish the food while the boy doesn't feel full at all. 

It's kinda lame.. But I get what message she is trying to give. 

Fair is not about equal. It's about the solution given is appropriate in circumstances. 

But this is too ridiculous.

This is so unfair. 

The students with great result can't even get into university, while others with not so good, or not as great as theirs get the course they want in university. 

Haih. Malaysia 

Some said this happened because of election which obviously shown that current government is not most Chinese favourite meanwhile most stpm students and scorers are Chinese. So, current government are trying to let Chinese knows, the result of not voting for them, some sort like punishment. I don't know how true it is. I don't know whether this is what they are thinking. But what I know is, the winner is not Malaysia. All of us lose in this unfair education system. Malaysian and Malaysia. 

The most happy is Singapore government, I think. Because at the end, when those budak cemerlang lose faith in Malaysia, Singapore is waving hands to them, open their arms welcoming out talent exporting from Malaysia. 

But, it is too much. 

Don't you think so? 

Hike and Like --- Broga Hill

Gooooood Day everyone!
This is gonna be a super healthy and lots of pretty photos post!

In the middle of exam weeks, Moo, the guy side ajak go hiking. To my surprise, I said yes! *sounds like marriage proposal wtf* and add more surprise to it, Wendy goes too, she can wake up! I was the one wake up late instead of her. by 5am, we are all up for good!

All the boys are in one car, Wei Chean as driver while 3 of us, the girls, in another car. Total 8 of us, Moo, Wei Chean, Chong, Dalton, Fhong, Sandy, Wendy and I went hiking. So healthy.

While Wei Chean they all waiting for us in the car, outside the gate, a police car stopped by and questioned them why 5 guys in one car at outside the gate early morning. Waaaa.. Malaysia has hope!! Huaaaat ah!! Malaysia police patrol early morning! Not bad *clear throat*

Drive to kaki bukit of Broga Hill. It was dark! Luckily Moo reminds us to bring torch light. Can't imagine walking up the hill without torch light, we were literally blind without torch light, and others are well prepared,  not only torch light, some brought hiking stick. =D


Moo said, it was a 15 minutes hike. And ended up it took 45 minutes to 1 hour.
By the time we almost reached the top, it was like this....

 I think it would look prettier if without the haze. =(
bit windy, air wasn't fresh, bit burnt smelling in the air. =(

Don't take it wrong, it's not Ah Moo. hahahaha. Just a random hiker.

 Chong ah Chong~~

Then we continue climb and

Taaa daaa.. It's bright enough already.
Then put photo shooting starts.. Combination of Me, Moo, and Dalton, means we will spend a lot of time in taking photo. Hahahaha.

 Can you see how many people? It's insane!!

 Have you noticed we lost Moo and Dalton? They were stuck at some place to take photo of each other. Mainly Moo's.

Pretty face is too main stream!

 Hahaha. When I saw Sandy did like that, I think it was cute!! so I copy her! hahaha. Oh, Forgot to introduce them to you.
From the left, Chong, Baby Fhong, Pretty me *hahahha*, Sandy and Wendy

 Can you see people behind us?? It's like primary student lining up to the hall! Soooo many people.

 Bit slippery because of the sand. Be careful ok.. and Sandy didn't fall down for your information. She is like a Monkey climbing here and there. Starts worried about my stamina not capable to catch up with her during Japan trip. Hmmmm.. Start work out!! hahaha

 Big Boss! Lao ren jia 2 hao! (old man #2)... Who's the oldman #1?? Me la, of coz.. T______________T

Ah Fhong!

So they tot they are model~~ hahahahhaah!. Not bad mah... What do you think?

Eh, really not bad leh~! Especially Wei Chean pose. Hahaha

Camwhore got caught!!

Another more to try fit in all of us... except the other 2 guys, Moo and Dalton still lost in nowhere taking picture of themselves. =.="  *see, I'm not the most zi lian de,,, hahahhaha*

I like this picture! scroll down please..

Ya.. This one!! The picture that caught everyone laughing so happily!!
I think it's because Fhong kacau Sandy! hahaha by doing this!

Sandy always ok with all king of prank, seldom got angry...
And I see it quite fashion leh~~ hahaha
So I put two on me. hahahahhahahah.

Hmmmmm.. Not bad right?!
 It's gonna be in the Paris fashion show soon! hahahhaha!
One more camwhore hahaha.

WE ARE HUGE!! 

Sandy has this problem, for any flat rock she sees, she will go baring, lie flat on it. Hahahahaha
So, this is when her "disease" activated.

I'm not a fair girl after 4 years of free tanning treatment due to practical especially farm practical. But....

Standing beside Sandy makes me look so fair~~~
But sooner or later, I'll be as tan as Sandy becuase it's Summer in Japan this August.
I just hope pimples, acnes, blackheads are more behave in Japan. *pray*

The malay girl behind make this picture looks more happy.

I like this picture!!

Spot Moo and Dalton facial expression, it's like Wendy is the Queen and those two are her followers. hahaha.

Moo looks cute in this picture. With his plus size nose, still looks cute. *anyone wants him?? take him away from me please, consistent 24 hours dry*

This is to remind me, make me syiok sendiri a bit that I have another oldman with me!! =D hahaha

See?! So high and So many people! It's crowded! From this, you'll know, how easy to conquer Broga hill. Hahaha. If I can make it, shouldn't be a problem to you. Saw a lot senior citizen too!

How could they cam whore without me!!!! hahahaha

Aware! Big MOUTH AHEAD!! 

Faster get in the frame! 

regardless how ugly it comes out. hahaha

What makes Sandy and I laugh till so high. hmmm *act deep thought*

at 8am gua...
The sky is really bright and we spot the *sun rise*
Maybe not in this picture.

Spot it not? Credit to Dalton!

Sandy saw another flat rock.. and 'lies to anything flat symptom' activated.

Where are we??

I look so healthy in here! Hahaha

Trying to act like beauty. Jadi not? hahahhaha

 What an awkward pose Moo had.

 Super like the clear blue sky. =D

 And everyone's big smile on face! 

 =D

Ok, One last one.

Model competition!! We tot we are model!
Candidate #1

 Epic fail..

 Candidate #2

 Candidate #3

and last candidate..
Candidate #4


That's not the top yet!! Keep climbing up!
And you will reach the most difficult site.

 See how steep it is...
and once you conquer it..

Welcome to beautiful scenery that doesn't look like in tropical country. Thanks to the haze?! =/

Then we reach the top!! =D
One funny thing about taking photo of this..
A lot people were Q-ing for this spot to take photo.
ans Sandy went some other place to have her birdwatching session.. then while we slowly arrange out position to fit all of us while not blocking the board written Broga Hill *thanks to Wendy that blocks it still, it's ok, all of us know it is broga hill.*, we yell for Sandy..
*Sandy~~~ Sandy~~~ Sandy!*
and just right at the moment after we took the first group photo, she appaeared!! in the second picture. That's why she is standing below us!
Taaaaaa-daaaaaaaa! Magic! 

Another one!

 Going down...

 Broga Hill definitely worth 2 hours spent there! So try it out if you haven't. don't forget to bring a camera there!

Have Fun!!