The purpose of life

the title sounds very educating or motivating, as in I want to share with you what's the purpose of life.

But nope.


I wish you can share with me, what's the purpose of life. Because I'm looking for it.



With my profession, with my result, lots of people think that I will be a vet till I died. Not that I hate my job, I love my job. I love to be with dogs n cats.


But I always wonder, is it the only thing that I can do?


Being in the clinic 6 days a week, occasionally sunday duties.. Know nothing but only things happen in the clinic. Dealing with lives...

I'm not complaining... It's a holy job ( yet a sick job as well, ps you can read my recent fb status to know the story), from time to time, I received gifts and cards from clients as a token of appreciation, , helping others at the same time, make a living out of it.

But then, to settle down.....  I feel I have a lot of things that have not done yet. That I should have accomplished something, the check list or the play list.



The world is so big out there... Shouldn't I explore it before really settle down?


Then I got confused... If being a clinician vet is really what I want, why would I have doubts on my path.



I'm so jealous of those who knows what they want in life, What's their goals, what's their purpose on doing everything that they did.. Because I'm confused now..


Should I take a step back?